That moment was, I later came to understand, a fairly accurate preview of the months ahead. The skills you bring with you are real. The experience is genuine. But competence built in one context does not simply transfer to another. In a new place, you begin again carefully, humbly and sometimes at very low speed, on a very short driveway. The first week at La Trobe hit me the same way. There was the orientation week, which was not so much an orientation as a sustained avalanche of things to know. HDR requirements, the GRS portal, LMS logins. Each one assuming I already knew the previous one. By the end of each day, I felt less informed than when I started, which is a strange thing to feel during orientation. Like a cup held under a tap. At a certain point, everything just runs over the sides. Driving in Melbourne produced the same sensation. I had driven for years, but Melbourne driving is a different discipline entirely. Strict lane rules, hook turns in the city that defy every instinct, trams that require you to stop completely and wait while passengers walk directly into the road, speed limits that change every few hundred metres and mean it. In Nepal, you drive with a kind of real-time negotiation. You read the road, you make space, you respond. It is almost conversational. In Melbourne, the road is a legal document. Every deviation has a consequence. And then there was the GPS, something that simply does not exist as a concept in Nepali driving culture. Back home, you navigate by landmarks, by memory, by asking someone. Here I was completely dependent on a voice coming from my phone, recalculating every time I missed a turn, unable to deviate, unable to ask anyone. The city had to be downloaded before it could be lived in. On the days I took public transport, Melbourne revealed a different kind of logic and, honestly, a different kind of lesson. The tram is slow and steady, winding through the inner suburbs like it has nowhere urgent to be. The train cuts further, connecting parts of the city that feel entirely separate worlds. The bus reaches the corners the others do not. Each has its own rhythm, its own timing, its own unspoken rules about where you stand, when you move, whether you make eye contact. What I noticed, riding these routes, was how much they mirrored the research process itself. There is never just one path to where you are going. Some routes are faster but ask more of you, more transfers, more attention, more tolerance for uncertainty. Some are slower but clearer. Some days you board the wrong line entirely and must get off, cross the platform, and start again. But the network will get you there, provided you know where “there” is. When the Information Becomes a Flood Many Roads, One Destination 7
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