something that happened towards its end. No doubt it is bothering me so much because what I experienced on this particular occasion is so contrasted with what I described above. I was hesitant in asking you this question, but it is really weighing on my mind and I hope you might be able to enlighten me on what happened that night, as I am still very confused about both my actions as well as the guilt I felt afterwards. Last week, I attended the 21st birthday party of a close friend. A few weeks ago, some university friends had bought me a dress which I probably would not have usually worn, but I thought because it was a gift from friends, and they were all going to be there, I would wear it to this party. It was a bright yellow strapless, minilength dress. I’m sorry to go into so much detail Father, but it is mainly because I want to be completely honest in the description so you can then answer the specific question I have. When I looked at myself in the mirror before leaving home, I thought to myself that I looked so different, and for a fleeting moment, I felt that perhaps I should change as I wasn’t quite comfortable. However, a I told myself: when in Rome do as the Romans do, right? I’d also seen other girls from church dressed in similar dresses before, so thought it would be fine. 25
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